My life before this program was no kind of life at all. I had started to use drugs and alcohol around the age of 16 and my usage only progressed. By the time I was in college, I was unable to maintain studies while using, so I dropped out after my second year.
I was using opiates and methamphetamines, primarily at this point, and devoted all my time and energy to paying for this habit, which often meant abusing the health that was given to me by my family.
I began getting arrested frequently for misdemeanors at this point, and eventually incurred felonies for distribution of the drugs, I was now selling. I should also mention I had become a devout Satanist at this at this point in my life. I worship myself and indulged in everything worldly without a second thought about morality, my health, or anything else.
In January 2021, I was arrested for my felonies. My family would no longer bond me out and I spent eight months in jail, and met God there in my cell. I was placed in a higher security pod with nothing but a Bible. As God would have it, a guy on the other side of the air vent was a Christian and would give me scriptures to read. At the same time, the resource kiosk in the jail, had only one recovery program with an application we could complete online—Adult & Teen Challenge Midsouth. I asked God to let me go to ATCM and, in return, I would give my life to him. My lawyer got the court to agree to let me come. I had no idea how great of an opportunity this was.
Since I arrived, everything I once represented, was challenged and brought to light. I quickly found I couldn’t manipulate or cheat this program – – and the struggle was real. I discovered what accountability and integrity is – – two foreign concepts. The brotherhood I was made a part of really helped us sharpen one another and encourage one another when we struggle.
God has met every need. When I need medical services, I received a stimulus check that
covered the cost. When I needed a car for work, I was able to purchase one for only $300. Nothing about this was easy – – but every each and every struggle brought issues to light and change my character for the better. I now feel conviction when I do something wrong or pursue something ungodly. I now have Christian friendship and role models I can consult. I have a church family that will last far beyond this program. My fear of God, my choices and my trust in him to take me wherever he wants me. I’m not afraid anymore. This program has provided the things I need to navigate this world.
